Jana’s poetry

CHRISTMAS WISHES

HEY EVERYONE I JUST WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE A MERRY CHRISTMAS. I ALSO WANTED TO LET YOU HOW GREAT GOD IS. ALL OF OUR CHRISTMAS WISHES CAM TRUE THIS YEAR. MY HUSBAND AND I WERE STRUGGELING TO GIVE OUR KIDS A GREAT CHRISTMAS AND (AS ALWAYS) GOD CAME THROUGH. OUR KIDS WERE SINGED UP AT AN ORGANIZATION AND WHEN WE GOT THE GIFTS FOR THEM THERE WAS A CARD WITH THE GIFTS FROM THE WOMAN WHO GRABBED THEIR NAMES. INSIDE THE CARD WAS A LETTER THAT SHE WROTE TO US.

THE LETTER SAID THAT SHE WAS GRATEFUL THAT SHE WAS ABLE TO BUY FOR KIDS….SHE THANKED US FOR ALLOWING HER TO BUY FOR OUR KIDS. I WAS SO TOUCHED BY THIS LETTER BECAUSE SHE TOLD ME THAT HER SON DIED IN A CAR ACCIDENT TWO YEARS AGO ON CHRISTMAS AND LAST YEAR SHE WAS NOT ABLE TO GET OUT OF BED. AND THIS YEAR WHEN SHE SAW OUR NAMES ON THE ANGLE TREE SHE CHOSE OUR NAMES AND THAT SHE WAS BLESSED  AND HONORED THAT WE ALLOWED HER AND GAVE HER THE OPPORTUNITY TO BUY FOR OUR KIDS…I WAS SO TOUCHED THAT I STARTED CRYING. I RECEIVED HER EMAIL IN THE LETTER BECAUSE SHE ASKED THAT I SEND HER PICTURES OF THE KIDS OPENING UP THE GIFTS. I WILL BE SENDING THEM TODAY.

IN ADDITION TO THAT…I MY KIDS WERE SIGNED UP AT THEIR SCHOOL AND RECEIVED A LOT OF GIFTS. WE HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED BY GOD AND MY KIDS HAD SUCH A MERRY CHRISTMAS. I WANT TO WISH ALL OF MY READERS A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT CHRISTMAS WISHES REALLY DO COME TRUE. MY KIDS HAVE BEEN PRETENDING THAT THEY HAVE A BAND FOR THE LONGEST TIME AND TODAY THEY GOT THEIR INSTRUMENTS TO START THEIR BAND.  MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.

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It’s Monday, January 21, 2008 —

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JANA

hey everyone,

I wanted to let you all know that uVme is a gaming site that will be launching the games in Jan. 2008. i have become a game tester for this site and the games are awesome. My husband and I love them so much. You can get the piece of the action too, but first you need to register at http://uvme.isfun.net

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JL ADAMS SIGNING OFF

WHAT DO YOU SEE

Null and void I walk around

An empty shield

Hesitant to yield

I try so hard to listen for the sound

Yet all I hear is the cracking of the ground

It’s hard to show emotion

It’s hard to show devotion

I know not how to show it anymore

For through the years, my heart has grown sore

It’s so hard to release my emotions and let you in

For it goes much deeper into a life of sin

It goes much deeper than what is felt at this moment

It goes much deeper, into a heart that has been, for so long dormant

Many days I feel like breaking

I feel the cracks edging

Afraid of the day, that surface, the cracks they will

In fear of that day, I get a chill

Broken thoughts of an innocent child

Broken thoughts of that innocence defiled

Trust of loved ones, was trust in sin

And now it’s so hard to let the downpour of trust rush in

You say you see an angle

Yet I am no angle

If you only knew of the things that I have done

If you only knew what was present in this life that had begun

You say you see a rock

Yet what lay before you is a being in shock

Scared to let go

Scared to let show

This woman, you say you know.

You say you see before you a woman on innocence

A woman with an illuminating presence

Yet a mask covers her face

This woman of a different race

She beats to a different beat

Her body filled with much heat

Before you, stands a woman of disgrace

A woman tainted in the most unsuspecting of place

A woman abused in every way

A woman who struggles to start fresh with each day

You see before you, a woman who is strong

Yet, this is a woman who feels she has done everything wrong

With nothing but pain

With nothing but despair

Do you see a woman who goes by a different name?

Do you see a woman who has discerning care?

This woman that stands before you is trapped in a cage

This woman is a black-panther ready to pounce with much rage

Ready to divulge what is seen

Ready to make what is past, what is present, a vague dream

For every time this panther is set free

It is hard to conceive in the mind what is seen

You see a rock

Yet what lies in-front of you is a round block

Inside is a child that caresses each side

A child is trapped inside.

A child of confusion

A child full of delusion

A child born into a panther

A child who would rather

Have lived a life of peace

A life with no physical grief

A child who was raped of her innocence

A child longing for God’s presence

A child who lived to tell the tale of her murder

A child who you now call a survivor

You see a rock, you see an angle

Yet what you don’t see is the heart that so easily did mangle

Two questions I ask of you

Two answers, I only hope are true

Do you see me for the woman I am?

Do you see me for who I am?

By: Jana Adams

December 5, 2006

I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS SITE UVME. YOU CAN’T HELP BUT TO BE. I HAVE HAD THE OPPORTUNITY AND PRIVILEGE OF BEING INTRODUCED TO THIS FANTASTIC GAMING SITE AND I AM THRILLED THAT I TOOK THE CHANCE AND TIME TO CHECK IT OUT. THERE IS SO MUCH OPPORTUNITY THERE AND SOOOO MANY COOL GAMES. IF YOU ARE A GAMER OR YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO IS A GAMER THEN THIS IS A MUST SEE SITE.!!!!

MY HUSBAND ABSOLUTELY LOVES IT AND HE IS A DIE HARD GAMER. HE HAS EVERY GAME SYSTEM OUT THERE (aside from the play station 3, which i am getting him for Christmas). HE HAS BEEN COLLECTING GAME SYSTEMS FOR THE LONGEST TIME AND PLAYS EACH OF THEM FAITHFULLY, AND WHEN HIS SEGA GOT LOST IN MOVING ONE TIME I DID WHAT I COULD TO GET HIM ANOTHER ONE AND IN TURN GOT HIM ALL OF THE DIFFERENT TYPES OF SEGAS YOU COULD HAVE. HE JUST LOVES HIS GAMES AND NOW HE PLAYS THE GAMES ON UVME TOO!!!

LIKE I SAID THIS IS A MUST SEE SITE!!! YOU WILL LOVE IT IF YOU ARE A GAMER AND IF NOT AND YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO IS…PASS THE NEWS ON BECAUSE THEY WILL LOVE IT JUST AS MUCH AS MY HUSBAND DOES!!!

YOU CAN CHECK IT OUT FOR YOURSELF AT http://uvme.isfun.net

JL SIGNING OFF

A MAKE-BELIEF DREAM

I feel empty, hallow and ragged inside

And while reaching to grab the unraveling thread presented in front of me

I realize that my whole life has been a make-belief dream

It has been a seemingly, exciting yet an unfulfilling roller-coaster ride

So much deceit and dishonesty

Lies of the truth and taking advantage of me

A cover up of what I see

I realize that my whole life has been a make-belief dream.

So many coming in and out

Over and over I was filled with much doubt

Then came along a man

Of whom I felt at ease, taking his hand

Who knew that with him I would relive this make- belief dream

That so many times before, had me inside ready to scream.

With lies and deception covering every word

He took my heart and destroyed it with a jagged sword.

To my face, so endearing he looked

Spit words of supposed love and got my heart hooked.

I am lost, confused and dismantled inside

I begged of him please, with my emotions so frail

My heart, I asked, he would not derail

Yet, with this in mind and my spirit so shattered

He did not hesitate, and my heart, he so eloquently battered

And with my heart on a hook that he so delicately did bait

So smooth and unsuspected he did not hesitate

He removed my heart through his sneaky ways

Unsuspected, yet intertwining through many of days

He became a man whom I never expected

A man of whom my past is reflected

He lied to me many times over

So sleazy and slimy I should call him rover

And with this new found broken trust

With this unsuspecting disgusting lust

My heart takes a position where it is difficult to gleam

I realize again that my life is a make-belief dream.

By: Jana Adams

December 1, 2006

How do you deal with pain?

When it consumes you like the heat of a summers’ day

When all your life you’ve hidden it away

Then someone comes along and says it doesn’t have to be that way

Says be yourself you are a flower

You let go, then in a blink of an eye your world turns sour

How do you deal with pain?

When you lye in a sea of disparity

Overtaken with thoughts of uncertainty

How do you deal with pain?

When all the acts and words you thought to be true

Turn out to be lies simply fed to you

How do you deal with pain?

When it comes to pass

That preceding days

Were filled with misguided notions

Showered with false emotions

How do you deal with pain?

When all you thought was real in your life

Ends up in strife

How do you deal with pain?

If what you feel devours you spirit

If everyday you constantly feel it

How do you deal with pain?

When expectations of the one you love

Seemed not so far out of reach

When foreseen acts of the one you love

Appeared as though they would not end up breach

How do you deal with pain?

Like spoiling a child when you spare the rod

The trust and respect once had

Turns out to be a façade

How do you deal with pain?

How do you deal with pain

When you are dismembered of your crown

And your world gets turned up-side down

When on a pedestal, you once stood

And now you find yourself hiding under a hood

How do you deal with pain

How do you deal with pain?

By: Jana Adams

October, 2006